juan
向日葵達人
年齡: 53
註冊時間: 2005-10-15
文章: 230
來自: 火星
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TORN
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know seem to care what your heart is for
I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's goin' on
Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some Holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins and now
I don't care - I have no luck - I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can't touch I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late I'm already torn
Torn
Ohh, ooh...
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's goin' on
Nothing's right I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late I'm already torn
Torn
<By Natalie Imbruglia, 1997. Written by Thornalley/Cutler/Previn>
PaPaGo 這麼多地方
並不是一切都是那麼順利
在 1999 年四月離職前的那一趟:
台北 -> London -> Paris -> Amsterdan -> Singapore -> 台北
就充滿喜悅, 感動與驚恐
雖然我在 London 待了近一個星期
但我手上幾乎沒有任何倫敦的照片
雖然, 這次旅遊是我第一次帶著單眼相機出門
也充滿期待
雖然, 這也是我第一次使用單眼相機
也是我買的第一台單眼相機
雖然, 它只是一台二手入門等級的 Canon EOS 100 Kit
就在 Paris 往 Amsterdam 這條路
原本打算在火車上過一夜, 可以省下一個晚上的住宿費用
於是, 買了一張晚上 11 點多出發的火車
算一算到 Amsterdam 時剛好天亮, 就可以馬上開始到處轉
餵死雞大叔他們很貼心的幫我準備好隔天的早餐讓我帶上路
也把我送到火車站去
我以其很少在火車上過夜
歐路火車四通八達, 在各個國家內自由來往
對於搭火車旅遊的人, 有類似 Euro Pass, 但 terms 不太一樣的 Pass
我在台北就事先買好了七天選三天的火車票
在火車上, 沒多久我就睡著了
後來, 感覺在路特丹停了很久
再加上天氣寒冷, 於是我張開眼睛看了一下
只有我一個人的包廂內冷冷清清
突然, 我發現我的相機包不見了!!
只剩下我的衣服還在
我急壞了, 相機包裡除了相機,
還有我在 London 拍的底片及火車票
我趕緊往座位底下看
期望有千分之一的機會包包是滾到位置下面去了
當然這樣的期望基本上落空的機會是最大的
於是我往外衝, 到別的車廂去問
"Did you see camera bag?"
得到的答案不是 No, 就是 I am sorry I didn't see it.
接下來, 我意識到火車票不見的後果
於是我立刻跳下火車
所幸護照及皮夾, 還有手機都還在
我急的想哭, 於是, 我打電話回家給二哥
二哥也嚇到了, 但, 他還是安慰我說
"你還活著, 不是嗎? 要是當時人家順便戳你一刀, 你現在了?"
我想一想也是, 等情緒穩定下來
我就到 ATM 去領了錢出來
買了一張到 Amsterdam 的車票, 繼續上路
到了 Aesterdam, 我第一件事就是去買一台傻瓜相機
然後, 找到 Youth Hostel 去 Check-in
都安頓好之後我就一個人到市區去亂轉
只是這時候心態變了
我覺得這個都市都是壞人
每個人都在打我的主意
突然下起的一陣大雨, 讓我更加狼狽
我快步衝到走廊躲雨
一陣音樂響起, 我瞥見屋簷下有個街頭藝人正彈著吉它高歌..
"Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor..."
剎時, 我在走廊呆立良久
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_________________ This is Juan (http://juan.idv.tw)
I'd like to be a teardrop,
To be born in your eye,
To live my life on your cheek,
And on your lips to die. |
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